Saturday, October 27, 2012

Starting Isaiah Again

"Wash yourselves, make yourselves clean. Put away the evil of your doings from before My eyes. Cease to do evil, Learn to do good; Seek justice, Rebuke the oppressor; Defend the fatherless, Plead for the widow." Isaiah 1:16,17
Here is a God who is Holy and Righteous, a God who is good and Just, who cares for the weak and the suffering, the creatures He has made. Here is a God who "cannot endure iniquity and the sacred meeting" (v 13). O God, how can I wash myself, how can I make myself clean or put away the evil of my doings before Your penetrating eyes? How can I ever cease to do evil, begin to learn to do good, seek justice, and so on, when I am so self-centred and bent towards fulfilling my appetites and lusts? But You said,
"Come now, and let us reason together, Though your sins are like scarlet, They shall be as white as snow. Though they are red like crimson, They shall be as wool." (Isaiah 1:18)
How, O Lord, how can it be? Who can do this miracle? Who else but You? And how? Only by that amazing stupendous act of grace of life, death and resurrection of the Holy Lamb of God!
"What can wash away my sin? Nothing but the blood of Jesus; What can make me whole again? Nothing but the blood of Jesus. Oh! precious is the flow That makes me white as snow; No other fount I know, Nothing but the blood of Jesus. For my pardon, this I see, Nothing but the blood of Jesus; For my cleansing this my plea, Nothing but the blood of Jesus. Nothing can for sin atone, Nothing but the blood of Jesus; Naught of good that I have done, Nothing but the blood of Jesus. This is all my hope and peace, Nothing but the blood of Jesus; This is all my righteousness, Nothing but the blood of Jesus. Now by this I’ll overcome— Nothing but the blood of Jesus, Now by this I’ll reach my home— Nothing but the blood of Jesus. Glory! Glory! This I sing— Nothing but the blood of Jesus, All my praise for this I bring— Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
How can I ever thank You enough, O God my Savious? I can lay down my life for You, and say like Isaiah did, "Here I am! Send me."

Thursday, August 23, 2012

Like Grass and Like a Dream

All flesh is grass, And all its loveliness is like the flower of the field; The grass withers, the flower fades, Because the breath of the Lord blows upon it; Surely the people are grass.
Isaiah 40:6,7
Last night, I dreamt that I went back to our old apartment in Sri Kinabalu. It was now occupied by my cousins Yet and Pin and an unidentified baby. I walked into every room and saw the changes: new furniture, decor, less clutter. We had lived there for more than 10 years, but there was no trace of us having been there before. It evoked memories of our lives there with the boys growing from babies to preteens, when we moved to our present apartment. Here today, gone tomorrow; even the place remembers us no more: "As for man, his days are as grass: as a flower of the field, so he flourisheth. For the wind passeth over it, and it is gone; and the place thereof shall know it no more." Psalm 103:15,16
How then should we live while we are here? How do we make a difference, an impact to other lives, our environment? Do we leave a place better than when we first found it, or worse? Do we leave a legacy of good or are we just passing by, leaving nothing behind? Who notes and records our lives and deeds, and remembers us? We all seek to be remembered somehow; we want to leave an impression, a legacy, big or small. We want to be immortal. But we are flesh, grass and flowers of the field, transitory, passing by, ephemeral; the wind blows and tempus fugit. Oh Lord God who is the Eternal and Unchanging One, the Alpha and the Omega, the Sovereign Judge of all the earth, here I am, flesh and grass: desiring to live well for You, before You, to be in Your good book of records, to be known and remembered by You, to please You and be Your joy. I cannot do anything apart from You, but thanks be to God, You are the Vine and the Source of my life. So help me to stay, abide in You, in Your word, and live with and in You forever more. "The grass withers, the flower fades, But the word of our God stands forever."
Isaiah 40:8